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Sunday, August 6th, 2006
4:33 pm	The Celtic Tiger? I am in Ireland for another 2 weeks. Keep it Laxy daisy. (2 Exploded |Explode)
Friday, April 21st, 2006
3:51 am	Most “dates” End with a quick fix, And a rush of regret. The root result isn't pleasure, But a form of pro-creating. The lack of fulfillment Somehow blinds And causes them to forget, Even the unborn are punished In this type of dating. (4 Exploded |Explode)
Sunday, February 19th, 2006
6:54 pm	oh wow I just sharded. Seriously. (2 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, February 16th, 2006
3:05 am	I stoles it Do it. Pick 5 or 6 words that you think describe me. It's pretty interesting. Thanks sabrina. http://kevan.org/johari?name=my_lemon_song Current Music: Chiodos (3 Exploded |Explode)
Sunday, February 12th, 2006
10:13 pm	Hmm I have officially made the transition from regular milk to soy milk. Word. (7 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
2:10 pm	ho ho ho my name is Darren. i like people who can do drugs and drive at the same time. i play video games. how are you still alive. try going really really really fast in the hills of troy. if you land that doug that car has become the new bus. he went from the hills of troy to where he is now. hopefully i got a c in philosohpy thats the only grade i havent got yet. i cant wait to get my new guitar. let me see if my fed ex stuff came. hiel hitler. PS i say sexy things to myself when im dancing. (Explode)
Monday, December 19th, 2005
12:44 am	Another bites the dust... Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: Radiohead- Hail to the thief (3 Exploded |Explode)
Monday, December 12th, 2005
4:23 pm	Even though we may seem to want to be indivualistic, the most succesful and worshiped celebrities in society are generally unoriginal and uninspiring. This is what finals does to me. Current Music: Something Like Silas (14 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, December 1st, 2005
12:41 am	Adlibs are glorious, do it now: Dear Chris, You make me ________. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just for you. I would get your name tattooed on my __________. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could eat/drink __________ under the stars. My love for you is like that of ____________. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) (5 Exploded |Explode)
Monday, October 24th, 2005
8:24 pm	Ok, random journal update time. I was driving over to Drew's house for practice today. I am driving down Esplanade and stop at the Dodge stop sign to turn left. There was a few cars in front of me so I have to wait a little for my turn. I pull up to the stop sign with my left blinker on and start pulling out for the car on the opposite side to turn left as well, that car just sits there so I decide to just go and not wait for it to wake up. Well as soon as I start to go, so does the other car, but I decide to just continue since the car wanted to wait so bad to begin with. The car acts like its gunna continue but I just continue as well; since no one wants an accident, the car backs off and lets me go. I then turn left again onto Drew's street and pull up to his house and stop. The car at the stop sign also pulls up next to me and tells me to roll down my window. I roll down my window as she is rolling down hers and she asks me with her ignorant "youth are stupid" attitude, Her:"Did you just get your license?" Me: "No... why?" Her: "Because you know you're supposed to stop at the stop sign right?" Me: "I did stop at the stop sign." Her: "Welllll you know your supposed to let the other car go first when turning right?" Me: "Ok...." At this point I am getting fired up at this lady just plainly because of the way she was talking down to me, and I was already on edge before I came over to Drew's, so I immediately start giving her attitude back. She continues to just look at me like I am some 15 1/2 year old pubescent teen who stole his parents car to go joy riding. She then decides to start driving away. So I say as I am getting out of my car, "Did you seriously just stop to tell me that?" She stops her rolling car, puts it in reverse, and zooms back to her original spot. Her: "Am I gunna have to use my connections to find out where you live and have you shot?" Wait wait wait, did she really just say, "Use my connections to have me shot?" Tell me this, how many connections does an obese 40-something coming home from her 9-5 job driving a Toyota Solora have? It's not exactly like she was the type of person to have a sawed-off shotgun hiding in her glovebox just itching to be used. So as every person does who is not an actor in a movie with lines memorized for such an occasion, I say, Me: "Ok." Her: "Why don't you do everyone a favor and learn how to drive!" Way to use the most over used road-rage comment in existence. If she is able to pull out a redneck "have you shot." comment, I'd expect something a little more then that. Of course 2 seconds later I think of what to say, "How about I call the police right now and just let them know your spitting out life threatening comments about me." or "Oh yeah! I have explosive diarrhea and I'll crap all over your car till it looks like you went off-roading through a lake of mud!" or "I will eat your face if you ever threaten me like that again you dirty whore!" or "The only connections you have are at the twinky factory fatty!" But she had already turned left on the next street....wait a second, she turned left on the next street...maybe she lives down there. So after practice ends (which was really productive and we started writing a song that will blow your pants off) I go down the street she went down. I remember the street because I got super lost on it once because it's a long street with about 4 coldasacs perpendicular to the main street, all called the same street name. So I go down the first street and find her car sitting in the driveway on the corner house. How stupid of her, if I was a crazy person, (I mean I am, but really crazy, like Denethor from Return of The King crazy, the guy who got set on fire and ran off the cliff of Gondor) I could of had a bat in my glove box and just smashed all of her windows on her car, or set her lawn on fire and started sacrificing kittens in flames. Lucky for her, there were no kittens around. I will end with an old tradition of the hard and wack list. Hard: 1. Finding a new job. 2. Going to class daily. 3. Not egging this lady's house who I have the address for if anyone feels like having some fun. Wack: 1. A pawn shop not being open on a monday. 2. $250 car insurance payments. 3. My inability to have a witty comment when mouth-offed to. -love chris Current Mood: irritated Current Music: Mars Volta- De-Loused In The Comatorium (10 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, October 20th, 2005
2:45 pm	Yesss Let me know if we should finish this movie... watch it!!!! Current Music: Thrice- Vheissu (7 Exploded |Explode)
Friday, October 7th, 2005
12:18 pm	Been too long Childhood is a form of tyranny. (6 Exploded |Explode)
Wednesday, September 7th, 2005
1:46 am	I saw this and really really like the work done. And it made me think of tyler, so this is dedicated to him. much love to sids. (3 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, August 25th, 2005
12:22 am	So I did the 20 random facts thing, then my browser crashed before I posted it. I'll type it some other time, it took me 12 mins and ended on ryan. I got my hair cut today, and that's how I will end my entry. (10 Exploded |Explode)
Monday, June 20th, 2005
1:08 am	Feeling a change coming on... *release of gas* there it is. It has been a while since I updated with a real journal, I apologize for that. I have been thinking about writing more poems lately, and 2 topics have come up. The first one is a fairly new idea, but is something I always deal with. It consists of acting normal around girls I am interested in. The reason I am not sure if I want to write about this is because I hate writing poetry about girls. Just uninteresting to the reader in my opinion. If I am not interested I have no problem, but as soon as I go over the breaking point, normal Chris becomes distorted and fuzzy. Some of you may have experienced this phenomonon more then others... The second one is about terror. Not like, "Holy crap that was a scary part in a movie" fear, but deep, deep terror towards something or someone; to the point of where you can't even function enough to breath, but you just stare without thought because of the great fear that you are feeling. This topic I have debated writing on for a while, but didn't know how to present it; I still really don't know how but we will see what happens with it. I want to start a new band really badly. And I want to start with guys that aren't stoners and all that. Kind of an opposite of Mesawest. Marcio and I both want the same thing musically, but I am not sure if I want to be in another band with him unless he changes his smoking habits. Jeremy just called me and said he kicked his bass player out for being too much of a stoner; this is good. He asked me to come jam with them tommorow night, which I think I will do to see if I am into playing the music that they are creating. Should be interesting. John's big 2-1 was today at Balboa fire-pits. It was really fun, but I feel bad because we didn't have Johns gift at the time. It will come soon though. John took sweet pictures of us frolicking in the water and skimming. I got really sandy from being pushed over by Ty and Brandon so much, which is ok, because Alex and I pwned them both in chicken fights. I love hanging out with all of them. We went to Doug's house to watch Major Payne after. I ate a lot of grapes and everyone had Taco Bell. For some reason I just didn't want to watch the movie. My mind kept wandering to other things and I just felt bored. Lately I have been feeling bored whenever we watch movies. I like the social interaction of board games better. So randomly I decided to leave, I am not even sure why. On the way home though I started thinking of how I really wanted to write in LJ and write some poems. So I have quenched one thirst, and maybe I will quench the other tonight too. And on another note, Doug did it. And Darren and I are proud. Hard: 1) Hearing your sister-in-law talk about her beliefs and how backwards and self-fullfilling they are. 2) Feeling terror. 3) The sand at Balboa. Wack: 1) Changing who you are when around a girl you're interested in. 2) Feeling bored. 3) Sandy butts. -love chris Current Mood: artistic Current Music: Queen is going through my head. (12 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
11:36 am	So Marcio just called me and told me about a review on acclaimedpunk.com The review was about our EP and got a fair review. Anyways, here it is, and this is why mroe of you should buy the cd. EP Rating: 6.5/10 When most people think of Orange County, sunny skies and endless beaches come to mind. Now, when you think of that picture you're almost always going to think of some kind of upbeat, pop-influenced music. However, when the most famous bands from the OC are Atreyu and Bleeding Through, something is bound to be wrong, right? Well, I guess that is where the OC natives in Mesawest fit in. On their latest EP, So This Is How It Feels, the quintet establishes the fact that you can still stroll around the block singing to your favorite pop-rock band. The basic Mesawest sound is built around guitarists Josh Blankenship and Aris Ford. The two are surely the driving forces in each of the six tunes on So This Is How It Feels with drummer Kevin Doyle providing a solid backdrop. Once you skip over the pointless intro, you'll hear the band's leading track, "Call Me The Skeptic". The song has an interesting drum pattern and rocking riffs. For good measure, the guys throw in some catchy Moog parts à la Motion City Soundtrack. The song takes shape around vocalist Marcio Cendoya's crisp vocals that revolve around questioning religion. Despite a somewhat deep topic (although it is somewhat hidden as the lyrics could deal with whatever the listener interprets), the ripping guitar solo towards the end lifts things up a bit and ends the song on a high note. "Honey, You're In The Spotlight" is another upbeat track while "Honestly Killing Me" is a more relaxed effort that features a bit of programmed sampling. After this, "Dancing With The Devil" begins with a guitar attack that gives the song a rougher and more rocking edge. "The Eighth Day" comes in as one of the best tracks musically. It is driven by a few piano notes and a solid helping of bass from Chris Osegueda and it has a laid-back feeling to it. Rounding out the EP is the title track. Once again, the bassist plays an important role in driving much of the verse along with the drummer. The song features one of the more memorable choruses when Marcio sings "...for tonight, we'll dance into the moonlight/ spinning, spinning, spinning when I'm with you". Despite coming out of practically nowhere, Mesawest offer some well-played tunes on So This Is How It Feels. The disc is also produced very well as one instrument is heard as well as the other. The vocals are tuned well and the overall performance from the vocalist is quite solid. He doesn't succumb to whining or screaming in any way which is always a big plus. A few of the lyrical topics do revolve around the opposite sex which may be a turn off for some but for others the so-called emotion doesn't play a huge factor. Once you get past this point, you're left with a pretty solid EP from a band that sounds as if though they could be on the verge of getting signed. Standout Tracks: "The Eighth Day" "So This Is How It Feels" "Call Me The Skeptic" Only thing that sucks is that we have officially broken up. Another journal on that later. Hard: 1) Breaking up with your band. 2) Finding members for a new band. 3) Getting off work too late to surf. Wack: 1) Waking up to a room that smells like onions. 2) Having to clean my room. 3) Ska haters. -love chris (10 Exploded |Explode)
Saturday, May 21st, 2005
1:40 am	This is sort of Disturbing Ok, so this was a conversation I had with one of the guys in my guild for Star Wars Galaxies back in the day, the date on this conversation is: 10-11-03. What was funny is this is the entire conversation, no filler to explain everything before or after. It just happened. Hard and wack list at bottom. Moltar512 (4:58:25 PM): elvis was a fat cowby named bruce cambell DarkHelmet72 (4:58:35 PM): ok.... DarkHelmet72 (4:58:37 PM): good to know Moltar512 (4:58:55 PM): how goes you on your travels to the woodland realm? DarkHelmet72 (4:59:36 PM): excellent, the wood nymphs have not attacked/ravaged me yet and the grass elfs have given me a map Moltar512 (5:00:17 PM): excellent! and have the slyphs and the centaurs made peace again? they were at war as of late DarkHelmet72 (5:01:10 PM): indeed they have, for the realm is finally at peace again. But I hear of rumors from the far east that there is a great rising of fairys! DarkHelmet72 (5:01:35 PM): We must be on our guard...for these fairys posses the greatest of magical powers..... DarkHelmet72 (5:01:46 PM): Wang Shrinking! Moltar512 (5:02:28 PM): Hah! Indeed! When the Balors from the Abyss rise is the day i fear a rising of fairies!! I shall quiver in front of their tiny blades and their silly flapping wings Moltar512 (5:03:00 PM): Wang shrinking?!?! not that forgotten, terrible knowledge of old! Moltar512 (5:03:29 PM): they must have learned it from the necromancers to the south, those damned war mongers Moltar512 (5:03:41 PM): don't the fairies see they are marching to their doom? DarkHelmet72 (5:04:43 PM): No young sir, for the great white magicians of old have blinded them with "fairy dust", the magic of the orcs! DarkHelmet72 (5:05:00 PM): Terrible times ahead indeed, terrible times. Moltar512 (5:05:49 PM): it looks as if i shall have to don my Hero's Garb and prevent this terrible war that is going to ensue.. won't u help me on my quest? DarkHelmet72 (5:06:52 PM): Asking isnt something that should need to be unvieled, for the time is at hand and my steel has already been unsheathed and my Great Helm dusted off! DarkHelmet72 (5:07:37 PM): Hurry! We must gather more for this brewing war! DarkHelmet72 (5:08:05 PM): Call all the townspeople! The Councilers! Even the Democrats! Moltar512 (5:08:06 PM): two great warriors on an adventure! all we lack now are a healing maiden, a scholar of magic, and a cat sex slave! DarkHelmet72 (5:08:15 PM): Indeed! DarkHelmet72 (5:08:31 PM): A cat sex slave would be of most help to us! Moltar512 (5:09:32 PM): shall we be off to Provokia? I hear they are gathering the Light Warriors there.. perhaps they can be of assistance. At the very least we can stop by the White Magician Guild to gather a healing wench DarkHelmet72 (5:10:45 PM): Alas a true warrior to be set on travels with thine! Provokia we shall go. WE will need horses and weapons. Are you good with a bow? DarkHelmet72 (5:11:37 PM): I have heard that Provokia has the best hunters in all the land. Surely there will be one kind soul willing to make us a bow. Moltar512 (5:12:40 PM): aye, i am not proficient in the art of the bow, but my axe is second to none, and i weild the mighty blade of Angband! DarkHelmet72 (5:13:31 PM): Angband!? You shudder the words of an ancient evil not spoken in these parts for a millenia. Tell me, where did you get his mighty axe? Moltar512 (5:13:54 PM): i also possess the ring of Isildur, a gift from the Lady Galadriel. She said someone of stout heart could weild it and others would succum... i have yet to see it's magic DarkHelmet72 (5:14:29 PM): Ahh yes, the ring of the fair and ture, I have heard it only works on midgets. Moltar512 (5:14:52 PM): The might blade of Angband is no axe, but a black blade forged with cursed metal deep within the heart of Mount Doom. I took it from the Witch King the last time i smote him from Dol Aman Moltar512 (5:15:41 PM): Arg! if this be true, then this band of gold be no use to me.. I am far from a midget, so says my 2 wives anyway! hahah! DarkHelmet72 (5:16:20 PM): Ah yes your 2 wives also told me that! DarkHelmet72 (5:16:36 PM): I mean, that you are not...er... a midget... Moltar512 (5:17:26 PM): Avast! Any man that be interested in the size of my lower member shall gain access to the tip of my blade though a gash in his belly! DarkHelmet72 (5:18:25 PM): Eager warrior, for I do not wish to begin the brawing of blood with my own! Save your anger for the Inc Fairies! For they will surely try to take away from you everything that makes doust a man! Moltar512 (5:19:21 PM): Those scurvy theives! Let us make haste for Provokia! But first.. can i borrow a bit of gold? DarkHelmet72 (5:20:14 PM): Gold? Gold is scarce for even the king in these days. Gold is something I have none of. For we must pillage Provokia for all that is worth! Moltar512 (5:22:21 PM): Aye, it is a sad day indeed for those that wish to save the world must pillage in order to fund their quest..... Oh well... I say we start with the women and children.... I found a magic blade that has magical damage against their type Moltar512 (5:22:48 PM): plus, the children my try to take my ring! Moltar512 (5:22:53 PM): err. may DarkHelmet72 (5:23:38 PM): for someone has rang my bell, i must see who it is! BRB! DarkHelmet72 (5:31:14 PM): Sorry kind sir, for the wood nymphs have found my humble home and were attacking, luckily I had Grantons Sword in thine hand and held them off long enough to pour the boiling oil on them! Moltar512 (5:32:02 PM): Excellent! Nothing is better than a hot, naked, well oiled wood nymph! DarkHelmet72 (5:32:30 PM): Indeed! For I have filmed it! Moltar512 (5:33:27 PM): can i borrow this film? in exchange, i can shair a bit of this harpy ooze... good for lubricating.. swords for.. peneration DarkHelmet72 (5:34:22 PM): Aye you can good horny sir, but I am well supplied on the ooze, for i have a years supply Moltar512 (5:35:25 PM): haha! i suspect u have had your years supply for many years.. hahaha.. Your luck with the town wenches is worse than my accuracy with a bow! DarkHelmet72 (5:36:51 PM): But you must remember, your luck with the young blacksmith apprentice is about as good as mine with Harods Sword of Might! DarkHelmet72 (5:41:54 PM): Lets make haste, for dawn is upon us. Night brings with it Skeletors and Golems! These creaturees are not put at bay without a fight! DarkHelmet72 (5:43:29 PM): For we must have Calistas Blade of Truth to even scratch their magic armor! DarkHelmet72 (5:52:23 PM): lol DarkHelmet72 (5:52:25 PM): wrong person Session concluded at 6:15:47 PM Hard: 1) Being commanded to do things by a capable equal at work and biting your tongue. 2) Catching Darren in capture the flag. 3) Knowing I have work tommorow. Wack: 1) Mesawest. 2) Never finding the opposing teams flag. 3) People who don't like the new Star Wars. -love chris Current Mood: tired (8 Exploded |Explode)
Thursday, May 19th, 2005
3:46 am	Go see star wars, it's good. (Explode)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
1:27 am	Scattered Thoughts For the past few weeks I have been trying to decide what to write on. Even as I write this I have no idea what to write this journal about. Rather then just leaving another blank journal, I decided to just free write and see what happens. So besides grammar errors, I am not going to edit this journal at all. The reason I couldn't think of anything to write was mainly because I didn't just want to write about my day like usual. To me, my day seems boring and I forget half of it regardless. I have been really motivated to write something, whether it is poetry or a journal, but I can't think of anything. I'm sure once this dry spell passes I will have a load of ideas, but it seems like it has been over a month since I have had any good ones. I just got an idea, I will write a haiku, because those are always easy and fun. I should be doing Something different right now. An example is... I'll continue that thought with another haiku after I write some more standard writing. I almost decided to change the haiku into a rhyming one but then realized that would be going against the self proclaimed rule of no editing. So I have left the haiku as it is. No different to you the reader, but the event could have changed the entire next haiku; which I will write now: My physics final. Tomorrow morning it’s due. Train of thought pierced with... I had a thought about something interesting but I completely forgot what it was about due to a commercial about Audioslave's new album distracting me. I don't really even like Audioslave but it still caught my attention. Weird. I surfed today. I didn't really catch anything, but I surfed. I think that will be the only part of my day I am going to describe in this journal. More haiku: Anime music. Silence is enjoyable, True silence is rare. I just decided to center and bold the haiku's so they will stand out more then the rest of the journal. This is to emphasize them in hopes that you, the reader, will read them slowly and get the hidden meanings. Sadly, there are no hidden meanings, just ramblings put into simple poetic form. I have realized I read allot. Not so much out of books, but articles and random facts that I find online. I have been thinking lately about how useless materialism is. Besides the obvious answer of God, I think certain forms of writing is the only material thing that is worth collecting. Even music I can see being useless (to collect). My taste has changed so rapidly in the past few years that I might not even listen to anything remotely close as I am currently. I just decided to actually edit one of the lines above. You will notice the parenthesis around the edited part, this way you can still see my original thought. I wonder if there is any sub-conscious meaning in my original thought. Time for more haiku: It's 1:11, Forgot original line, Blasphemous cartoon. Ok, I am getting tired and I really need to finish my final. I think I am just going to finish this sentence, write one more haiku, and then write the hard and wack list. Thanks for reading my ramblings. I wonder what a Philosophers stone really Does. I'll research it. Hard: 1) Not procrastinating. 2) Fitting understandable thoughts into haiku's. 3) Surfing in chop. Wack 1) Getting hopped while surfing. 2) Never winning at handball. 3) Quantum physics. -love chris (11 Exploded |Explode)
Friday, May 6th, 2005
7:09 pm	I copied chels, it is actually pretty accurate, some things i don't agree with, but most are correct. Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||||||||||| 73% Orderliness |||||| 30% Empathy |||||||||||| 43% Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||| 76% Mystical |||||||||||| 43% Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Religious |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Hedonism |||| 16% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||||||||| 50% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70% Work ethic |||||||||| 36% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70% Need to dominate |||||||||| 36% Romantic |||||||||||||| 56% Avoidant |||||| 30% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||||||||| 43% Dependency |||||||||||||| 56% Change averse |||||||||||| 43% Cautiousness |||||||||||| 43% Individuality |||||||||||| 50% Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 63% Peter pan complex |||||| 30% Physical security |||||||||||||||| 70% Food indulgent |||||||||| 36% Histrionic |||||||||||| 43% Paranoia |||||||||| 36% Vanity |||||||||||| 43% Hypersensitivity |||||||||| 36% Female cliche |||||||||||||| 56% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.. Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture Current Mood: mellow Current Music: At The Drive-In- In Casino Out (2 Exploded |Explode)